Oh the title what is it really but just a heading in disguise

Blogging down the road I go  where it takes me nobody knows ?

Apparently I created this life ….

well now isn’t that a piece to think upon , and the stunned realization of  taking it for my team interesting  how I chose to take the leftover bag  of choices I choose I choose WOW  this one is a REAL STUNNER  ,. So I choose extremes I realize way UPs and equally way

DOWNS

SO this tells me find your happy MEDUIM MIDDLE POINT JASANNA

and choose wisely

be the love you seek freak  lol

Forgiveness in yellow whathehello,!.? So

First I am the worlds greatest unicorn, then saleswoman in a Britt golden yellow 

Suit pinstripes of the rainbow down my legs ,what on earthling am I doing .?

Flailing on the mountains and back 

Country roads take me to a place already built and fully Reno’d no more projects oh my what am I doing 

Bouncing like a let go helium balloon up then deflating into a short abyss only to levitate once again 

Do it now persistence little sleep lots of body moving to much clutter elephant is like a herd 

Not really heard at all nothing makes sense so why should I ? 

So much to much in tailspin even when I breathe not ?

Caution while reading into this may cause confusion   

The DAY AFTER….. 

Week 20? After a break week it’s a major HIGH back in full swing I don’t like the off weeks but that’s an opinion and well like they say everyone has one just like a … belly button Ha 

I created my own destiny has ALways  BEEN A GRUNT of a concept , I think about this and wonder what the f”$?@ was i on when I so called drafted this beauty of a movie must have been some good stuff and bad mix cause Holy sheep dip batman ! Well I can say this I do have an over zealous imagination because WOW what a smorgasbord of life , and yellow with a butterscotch ripple for shizxle I pretend not to see this since that would mean the craziness I created just can not seem to believe this see it or even except , then again the amazing stuff is just exact opposite for balance of extremes I guess hmmm thinking about this one A LOT 

I MY SITTING MOMENTS THIS BECOMES RATHER DISTURBING AND FAMILLIAR ALL AT SAME TIME  FOURTH FLOOR HERE I COME OR RETURN TO  HMM ? 

Ouch to much thinking 

I AM GOING TO RETREAT THATS DEFINITE AND MAJOR WITH PURPOSE 

When you have 18 years of your life show themselves in constant sequence repeating over events , words said, actions shown , magic is here and I am a Believer  just like my song told me ! I am free of judging myself almost 100% game on pieces of the PEACE are coming together how it will all play out ? 

I maybe my director of my own movie ,!? But we don’t get the script till day of shooting , make up and hair no problem wardrobe no problem ….. how what who when well that’s why my movies are action packed suspense thrillers    Lol of course with heavy DRY COMEDY SIDE SHOW …… universe and I have been working things out thanks to this KEY ….. master key there is a reason it’s called ” Master ” 

Yes sir may I have another 

Life that is 

Destiny as well 

Love to all please receive with open arms

Well we learn and wow I never will doubt and judge me is my promise to self 

My gratitude story went like this , saw a man in distress helped him out with no doubt in my mind he needed it .

My partner was in doubt about it all , I got an email of his gratitude and was paid back over time . No problem none what so ever 

Found out today the man I lent the money to had a sad story his parents died within hours of each other due to illness and Lonley broken hearts . And left the man I lent 15 million dollars , so he will always be ok now . You just never know , who may help or who anyone is or looks like or comes from .

Grateful how amazing that is ….